i followed endless yellow lines endlessly
through a ghost’s shadow in utah and
there were no crickets and there was no god
pushing endlessly through the endless stomach of
the pupil of eternity; i was alone the way you think of
a lighthouse as being alone
and in the onyx smoke of sevier county the headlights
of my vehicle only reminded me that this place
this gun buried in a bible
was never to be found
i was a bullet in a dusty barrel
and the moon was swallowed by the sky
one hundred some odd miles
no services
the analog clock on my dashboard
was irrelevant numbers
and the oldies radio station was the muffled voices
of dead people
drowsy drivers cause crashes
warned that sign that grew out of the earth
and my eyes acknowledged
two voids staring hollow into the void staring back
i was draining like a dirty bathtub
and from the desert night road to ghost rocks
a pair of headlights blinked at me from the margins of existence
i won’t stop i said out loud to my self
and in my rear-view mirror i saw those phantom eyes
fade into non-existence
in dark roads and dark rooms alike they will always haunt me
blinking forever, lost in never.
COPYRIGHT BRICE MAIURRO 2012
I loved it very much.. keep them coming!
Yes, both desert and a lighthouse at night share that cold loneliness, no matter the temperature of the air. Add to that faroff blinking.
It was awful. Ever driven through Utah on I-70? There’s this 100 mile stretch where there’s just nothing.
Not Utah at night, but I lived in the desert in Washington State and remember that sensation of driving for miles with nothing and nobody in any direction. Day or night, even now, the memory is chilling.
Nobody can imagine it, either — it has to be experienced first-hand.
Well said!
Great line, “a gun in a bible”…
Thanks, Mike.
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