About brice maiurro

Denver poet. I like spaghettios.

donate blood

i can’t help but wonder about my ex-girlfriends sometimes
i wonder how big their wings have gotten or how small their horns
i wonder what existential epiphanies i didn’t get to experience
and i wonder what coals i didn’t have to cross for them

i run into past loves occasionally
it’s always interesting
that unspoken conversation you have
your bodies never forget each other
your eyes never stop staring at each other
but neither of you are the same person

they say we regenerate every cell in our bodies
over the course of seven years
what does that leave us to be?
what words would we say over coffee
flipping through pictures of strangers in phones
reminiscing about the things we once hated about each other
that are gone now

if you’ve ever watched a balloon float off into the sky
and followed it until you couldn’t see it anymore
imagining it hovering into orbit
past satellites and unidentified flying objects
you know how it feels to truly let go
to realize you are just an old radio song
to realize that mountains were once oceans
but first that bitter sting

like a needle piercing skin

never forget
donate blood

COPYRIGHT BRICE MAIURRO 2015

nonbreathing

kids
it’s a social jungle out there
and you’re gonna realize that
just about everyone has an opinion about
how you are supposed to live your life
it is a trillion dollar industry making clever suggestions
of what you should throw into the void

what will you throw into the void?
a beautiful house? a committed husband?
a church on fire? a pet goldfish? a novel?
(haha) a white picket fence? a god complex?
a poem?

there have gotta be so many poems
just floating around in the void

but kids
point is
you can play the game
make every correct step
and all the right connections
you can say all the right things
and follow the blueprint to the tee
but you are chasing insatiability
you can chase insatiability
but you’ll never stop
my suggestion
in laymen’s terms
is don’t give a fuck

clarification necessary on that one
don’t give a fuck
um
just decide what you want to do
and go
give it everything
run into this house on fire
and grab whatever is most valuable to you
and if you’re gonna be selfish
trust me, the world is gonna find a way
to let you know
nice people sleep better
i’d bet my life on it

and somedays will be lost to nothing
but not really
there’s a reason composers mark rests
we breathe in and out
but i don’t understand why there’s no name
for the pause inbetween the two

nonbreathing
yeah let’s call it nonbreathing

COPYRIGHT BRICE MAIURRO 2015

GERONIMO

he lived in his car over the winter
he was a point on the grid but far from the line of best fit
he never let anyone else pay
he looked like he hadn’t eat for days
but he always had an unhealthy bundle of generosity in his wallet
he stepped on every single sidewalk crack
he bummed cigarettes from everybody constantly
and no matter how stressed he got
no matter how much the veins in his skull bulged
he always refused to smoke an american spirit

he was a smoker
like some people are hipsters
or gutterpunks or catholics
he was a smoker
that was his defining factor
the way he would drain a 100
as if that was the whole point of the exercise
he kicked dirt wherever there was dirt to be kicked
he questioned the stars
he yelled fuck you! to the stars
fuck you moon!
fuck you space!
he was at war with humanity
he never won

he slept on the light rail
he slept behind mutiny now
of course he smoked while he slept
but it was one giant motion for him
there was no ritual
you just went until you couldn’t anymore
and that you crashed til you woke
sometimes he’d just fall off the face of the earth
it made you worry about him the first couple times

when he spoke from the heart
he was like a shithead fairy godmother

he never existed
if he did i didn’t know him
but he has a lot of shitty qualities
that i wish that i had
the end.

COPYRIGHT BRICE MAIURRO 2015

TOMATO

there is a hole in the heart
sure
but it’s less of a gravel pit
and more of a dark star
internally endless
worlds and cities
fall in
the eyes of lovers
fall in
the benzadrine-driven
scrolls of philosophy
fall in
suns are born and die
within it
and in its space
is patient nothingness
waiting to be filled
with chaotic structure
or structured chaos

well
okay
yeah yeah
same difference
tomato tomahto

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the man who won the lottery.

the man who won the lottery
i saw him on the tv twice
first when he won it all
and then when he took his life

he stood on an overpriced chair
inside his overpriced home
six thousand handsome square feet
where he lived alone

he wrapped the noose around his neck
and took his final breath
when money couldn’t cure his pain
he turned his hope towards death

and the tv stared right back
at ten thousand watching eyes
they never saw this coming
but no one was surprised

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READ “i am a chair.”

i am a chair.

your boring poems offend me
just as your boring life offends me
i don’t pretend my life isn’t often times
boring or predictable or hellishly tedious 
(i type this poem in a starbucks cafe
in a barnes and noble on my phone)

so as i was saying
before i rudely interrupted myself
(there’s a woman in here
staring at the christmas chocolates
but her eyes scroll across the boxes
like spiders away from a human hand)

so yes
your boring poems bore me 
they read like hallmark cards
and there is nothing worse
than hallmark cards
to substitute a synthetic heart
into the guts of a card

i can’t stand haiku
(but admit i’ve written them)
but they tend to be

boring

rushing water is overrated
unless you can smell its salt
and hear its thunder 
and feel its biting cold
and see its eternity
eternalness?
eternality.

(a woman in a peacoat
just ordered a caramel macchiato
(i guessed she was wearing a peacoat
before i looked up))

i think this poem is to me
i think my poems bore me
should i spice up my marriage
to poetry?
purchase a copy of the kama sutra
for me and poetry
from this suburban barnes and
noble?

should i jump off a cliff?
should i shave off my eyebrows?

(ghostwriters are worse than
hallmark
except maybe when they’re 
not)

this poem is dying 
a woman reading danielle steele
just yawned

a woman behind the register 
with resting bitch face
is gesturing authoritatively
a man has been wandering for
approximately 45 minutes 
and still has acquired nothing
i am that man
i have been writing this poem
for approximately 26 years
and i have acquired nothing

i am a chair
in the starbucks cafe
at barnes and noble
in suburban c o
there is a Red Robin
and a Ruby Tuesday 
across the street
it is december 22nd
and everyone in here 
is secretly a robot 
and their poems bore me

(oh.
except for me.
i am not a robot.
i am a chair.)

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READ “TURN GREEN”

TURN GREEN

there’s this woman behind the wheel of a car driving down the road in the middle of nowhere. it’s pitch black. middle of the night in the middle of nowhere. she comes to a red light and she comes to a steady halt and waits at the light. a minute goes by, the light is still red. she still waits. several minutes go by and she still waits. hours, days go by, but no, she thinks to herself, she must not run this light. it would be wrong to run this light. chances are if she runs the light no one would be hurt, she knows this, but if we disregard the laws that have been established to protect us, what separates us from the rest of the animal kingdom? nothing, she says to her self. birds hover above her. the sun rises and sets again. insects jump onto her windshield and off. the world changes around her, but she remains the same, unflinching to her convictions and the convictions she has been taught. babies are born, the elderly pass away. new technologies come into existence. couples fuck in their warm beds. people bitch about the weather, but refuse to talk sex, politics and religion, but this woman is not concerned about any of that as she waits desperately, starving to death on the inside, for this light in the middle of nowhere to turn green.

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READ “KEROUACIANA #1″

KEROUACIANA #1

I was napping under the freeway in the bone city of Los Angeleez, when a man walked by and he stopped and he asked me “Who are you?” “Who am I?” I said. “Who are you?” “Who are we?” and next thing I knew we were in his flat uptown, drunk on red wine, listening to Charlie Parker through the radio. Charlie was manic panic writhing up and down his saxophone beneath the electronic fuzz. The man who took me in paced around his apartment aimlessly. He was a strange man – his books scattered across his cigarette floor. I asked him what he did for a living and he pretended not to hear me, I’m pretty sure.

The wine hit us hard and we laughed at the Bodhisattva residing in our hearts. We laughed at fleeting enlightenment and we bonded over cold Chicago. I passed out on the dirty floor, but in my haze, I heard his girl come home and ask who I am and they riffed for a minute, her asking if I was another junkie and he said “No, well, I don’t think so,” but they calmed down and I faded to black again.

When I woke up, I was alone in the apartment. A note had been placed on my chest “Don’t worry about locking up. No one would rob this shithole anyways,” and that was that. I gathered myself and caught the next train out of the city of angels.

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READ “BREAKUP WALTZ”

BREAKUP WALTZ

and the way
we go on
when our words
lose their weight
is all just
a strange form
of grieving

and the way
that we call
with nothing
left to say
is all just
a strange form
of grieving

when they’re there
they are there
so you have
things to say
to these ghosts
who walk down
your hallway

now, listen
i’m sorry
i loved you
that’s the truth
it’s too late
it’s over
it’s over

time is not
always in
four four time
sometimes it
does what it
wants to do

sometimes we
dance and when
the song halts
all we have
left is our
waltz

COPYRIGHT BRICE MAIURRO 2014

READ “10TH & OSAGE”

10TH & OSAGE

the night rolls on
like a silent film

it flickers like old home movies

and i am shadow
void of vocal cords

i am lost in denver
in love with denver
awake in denver
forever in denver

where life is
the slowest american speed
possible

where you be
and people accept that you be
where stages erupt with talent
in the shittiest of dive bars
underwater

just waiting for the wave to crash
this giant frozen wave
this tsunami lost in time

lost in denver
love with denver
awake in denver
forever in denver

in love with the story
that it weaves around me
in love with love
and you
uncatchable jellyfish
away from denver

the north star forever in motion
one thousand lives away

that is you
and i am astronaut
space cadet
chasing infinity by the tail

circles in the sand
lost in denver
where lights reflect on lights
where we cannot see truth
so we make our own
from whiskey and fire
from moonlight and confusion
and death sets in the west
just down the california way
but we lay on the frozen grass
and don’t think about it
we just hold our breath
and count the stars
and lose count
and don’t start over
when we lose count

COPYRIGHT BRICE MAIURRO 2014

READ “YOU PAINT YOURSELF IN RED AND I PAINT MYSELF IN BLUE”